I just created lookbook and uploaded one look and apparently no hype no nothing so

IT JUST SHOWS MY STYLE SUCKS

Okay need to change.

And did i mention, i need a pair of galaxy tights in my wardrobe.

Yeap, its a need>:)

Went shopping today and everything really just gets off my mind when i shop.

I need to get this and i need to get that. thats all i think about.

No bitching stuffs no backstabbing stuffs..

Perhaps thats why i love shopping that much

Sometimes u just need to get everything off ur mind.

without shopping i might just die. like literally.

I cannot and dont want to imagine myself living in olden days where girls can only stay at home and do household chores and take care of ur younger/older siblings who are boys(hate it that i dont have it now).

No shopping, not even window shopping.

I guess i would have long broken down and committed suicide.

LIKE SERIOUSLY.

And because i love shopping, i want money and i think money is a very important thing.

I dont care how people finds me materialistic. I really dont.

Money is important to me, if u dont share the same opinion as i do, just stfu because this is my blog and i say what i want and u read what i say if u wanna visit this blog(not like anyone does now)

Leisure aside and work now.

"Just for another 4 more months, in fact, 3!" what everyone tells me.

But i just cant seem to inject the thought that prelims are approaching and that o's are nearing along with it.

I tried studying but it didnt work.

I know its my fault but i really cant.

Hate studying, now, and forever will.

Just need to pass my english to pass o's.

Goal for o's now is 20points.

Do not judge.

Not everyone is smart u know. And im just one of the not smart ones.

Truth to be told, i hate it.

I hate how everyone just despises u just because of ur results and i guess thats just the way the society works.

NO DEGREE UR A PILE OF SHIT FOR SURE

Okay, lets say i become a cleaner haha

okay no no, that would be damn sad. I dont want to!

I want to be a baker. But to be a baker in Singapore u just gotta be the best to just make it big.

And being a "not big" baker just defeats the purpose of me not wanting to be poor cos most common bakers dont earn much.

Seeing how everyone is working hard and really mugging for prelims is making me sick.

Why cant i be like them?

AGAIN, the problem lies with me.

So this whole big chunk of text means nothing. HAHAH

Bernard scolded me for being so idiotic.

Choosing shopping over studies.

Dont want to admit this but his right.

I am an idiot. And this idiot cant choose.

Cant put her priorities right. And it kinda hurts to hear him scold me.

Idk perhaps its just a wake up call to tell me "MINDY UR GONNA FAIL FOREVER IN LIFE"

And i guess i got it thus the hurt.

I cringe at the thought of me failing o's and working as a construction worker until my hands are super rough and nobody wants me;(

And because my looks aren't good enough i cant pray for a rich man to come get me because they would fly to the pretty ones.

I mean, how many pretty girls are there out there in the world?

Probably millions.