listen to the sound of my heart breaking
Wednesday, January 18, 2012 @ 7:31 AM | 0 Comment [s]
everything that i just typed got deleted.Is this fate? Is this god's way of telling me not to be stupid and just forget about u? I'm trying real hard. But the heart is overtaking the brain. It hurts thinking about you not able to get over her. But i guess that's love? I never thought that you are able to have a love hate relationship with someone. But you came along, and made me hate you for not looking at me.... Yet, i don't know why when i see that you actually replied my text i get all excited. I hate myself for liking you. Nope. Not love. I hope this is not love. This word is too powerful for someone like me to use. I don't deserve to use it. I'm sorry that i rejected you. I really tried to be a good girlfriend but i can't. You deserve someone better than me. Someone that loves you wholeheartedly and not a bitch like me. And, i guess i never deserved any of those things that you've done for me. I'm sorry. Everything was my fault. That night was a mistake. Blame myself for getting drunk so bloody fast. I'm sorry.
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