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Emptiness
Monday, July 29, 2013 @ 11:58 AM | 0 Comment [s]
It's 2.50am and I'm crying away as if someone died but truth is, I want to be the one that's dead. Everything seems so useless right now, even talking to my bf about it doesn't help. He just doesn't understand how much I hate life in poly right now. It's not that I hate that I met him in poly, I mean he is the best thing that has happened to me. But it's just that I'm so stressed up with work right now. I know my GPA is gonna drop damn badly this semester because I'm not working hard at all. I hate what I'm doing right now and I tried to study but it just doesn't seem to get into my head. Classmates and friends are all being competitive it makes me doubt if there is ever true friendship. I'm getting so stressed out because exams are nearing and I have no clue what I need to do for tomorrow's test. I'm so fucked up. I'm useless and I'm sorry for being so dramatic about it but it seems to me that blogger is the one place that I can truly express myself and not get any objections. All these nights of crying to sleep are becoming more frequent. I hate my life now. I hate it that I'm so useless. Why can't I just not worry about anything and die
New Chapter
Saturday, December 8, 2012 @ 8:11 PM | 0 Comment [s]
Don't know if i made the wrong decision but since i already made it might as well be happy about it:)And what you're showing me is telling me i've made the right decision. Really want to enjoy life right now even though we are all stressed out with our own problems. Just gonna stop overthinking and enjoy the journey~ 5th December<3 life goes on
Saturday, October 27, 2012 @ 1:18 AM | 0 Comment [s]
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Really thank god this sem isn't that bad afterall. Even though its super tiring and i have no idea why. No point being stressed over things i can't control...sooooo, gonna just chill in life and see how it goes. I believe God has plans for me already so why worry:)
Can't wait for scarefest on friday with the EBM-ers. And i need to catch up with quite a few people. AND i need to start chionging work because up till now i have no idea what i am learning in class.
So long~
lets get wasted
Sunday, September 23, 2012 @ 9:51 AM | 0 Comment [s]
Why are all the guys i am interested in jerks? Do i have such a bad taste? HAHAHAAHJust thinking~ a shoulder to lean on please
Tuesday, September 18, 2012 @ 9:03 AM | 0 Comment [s]
Got into audio visual tech. GPA was okay but was disappointed with my IJ and Compro grades. BUT, its okayyy still got next sem~ gonna pull my gpa up instead of down..
For now, Im just gonna pray for the people in my class to be nice and i can get along well with them. Or else i am damn screwed.
Need more money right now so i am just going to chiong work and not think so much about other stuffs. Wasting too much time nua-ing at home. Not acceptable haha.
OKAY JIAYOU I CAN DO IT
Ending off with a pic of myself, as usual.. HEH<3
 i am no longer me
Tuesday, September 11, 2012 @ 9:12 AM | 0 Comment [s]
I was reflecting on everything i've done for the past few months and i realized i no longer recognized myself. Not in terms of looks or whatever but my character. Where is the girl that was so against smoking the last time? Where is that girl that scolded her friends when they did stuffs that was over the limit?
I picked up smoking this year and previously i swore to myself i would never smoke. Went clubbing whenever i am free and party so hard that i didn't had any limits. What happened to me? Where is the rational mindy?
I need to stop all these nonsense going on in my life for now until next year.
Be a girl that my mum can be proud of and focus on my studies. Nothing is more important than that now. Any bad things that are thrown in my direction, i am just going to push it aside. No more venting my frustrations through partying. Maybe once in a while is okay but i just feel that i've gone too much.
I've actually become an alcoholic. What in the world has happened to me.......
So I've decided to stop drinking till i am drunk. Stop clubbing for a period of time or once in a few months. And stop being an idiot that thinks drinking/clubbing is the only way to have fun in my life.
Time to be a good girl and prove everyone wrong.
So... i finally cut my fringe today after like a million years. Yay~
        
wish me luck for work tomorrow;)
Terrified
Saturday, September 8, 2012 @ 10:44 PM | 0 Comment [s]
  
ps: thinking of getting another tattoo. but where? hmmm
breathless
Friday, September 7, 2012 @ 10:15 AM | 0 Comment [s]
 
Pon work to go town today. HAHAHHAHA. Really nice knowing Praga, forever laughing. So......third day of work and i'm already skipping it. Cannot achieve great things la mindy:"(
Holidays are getting boring now that I think about it. And i can't wait to get back the results. And guess what? Results are coming out on my birthday.
Talking about this year's birthday saddens me. Don't think anyone would remember or help me celebrate except for my family. Hmmmm..... But it's alright~ AT LEAST I HAVE MY FAMILY TEEHEE
Time to stone and die cos i am so damn bored right now.
if we ever meet again
Tuesday, September 4, 2012 @ 8:44 AM | 0 Comment [s]
You refuse to acknowledge the fact that you have feelings for him because you know it's impossible that he has the same feelings towards you or even the slightest tint of interest in you.Yeap the feeling sucks ballzzzzzzzz Dream a little dream
Monday, September 3, 2012 @ 9:43 AM | 0 Comment [s]
 
Headed to sentosa to suntan today. 30mins sun gone already. LOL. Had a tiring but fun day. heh.
I think my eyes are gonna drop off while typing these but i just can't sleep. Don't even know why my bloody body is so damn screwed making me sleep less than 4-5 hrs a day. NO GOOD MINDY NO GOOD.
Not like anything is good for me now. haha. The things i am looking forward to
1. GETTING MY PAY
2. KL trip
3. Bangkok trip
Don't think i would be able to get into the course i want. SIGHHH.
Just gonna wait for results to come out and whoohoo, welcome to a more fucked up life.
Okay la not really fucked up, at least still have my awesome friends and can party. hahahha.
If only guys knew that, and can do it. How wonderful it would be.
Insomnia
Monday, August 27, 2012 @ 12:54 PM | 0 Comment [s]
        
Its 3.52am right now and I'm skyping. Talking cock with the idiot. Time to stop thinking so much and yay let's start playing! WHOOHOO!
It doesn't hurt to smile
Sunday, June 17, 2012 @ 10:31 AM | 0 Comment [s]
              "Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom." - Marcel Proust happiness is that simple
Sunday, May 20, 2012 @ 5:52 AM | 0 Comment [s]
          
Suddenly felt like blogging hahahha. Having fun in NP~ we study hard and play hard. Hehe.
I'm so confused with myself hahha. Got drunk yesterday said alot of shit which only Rosth heard. Thank god. I dont even know what i want to happen. LOL. I guess time would tell everything. So stop telling me how much you treasure me because, words are nothing if you dont do what you said. ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS, havent you heard? Haha. Just gonna see what your gonna do about it before i think about it myself. Right now, i need to freaking get my 4.0 GPA! Then get into the course that i want to then yay~ can slack a little alr. Hehe.
Time to listen to some covers~
ciao~
Oh and NRA is really not bad even though its boring for now. Like quite cool uh. HEHE^^
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